I want to kill myself right now. Want to know why? Well read on: the world is filled with talented people, people good at art or music or even math, everyone has a talent. I was good at art, I was getting good at playing guitar, then I got depressed and gave up all of that, I just don’t even care about creating stuff anymore. Everyone I know is better than me at things I was good at once, yes I’m jealous, but more than that I hate myself for giving up. I absolutely hate myself. I hate the way I look, the way I act, my attitude towards people/life, everything. I have lost so many friends through my own bad decisions, and now I am typing out my feelings on the Internet for everyone to read, I don’t think I have anyone I can go to anymore. I am a failure. My stomach is twisted into knots, I feel like shit. I want to kill myself… Best part about the Internet, no one is even going to care about this post, it’s going to dissappear into cyberspace, you’ll forget, and I will end up dead, hopefully.
Rant/confessions?
After 5 weeks of starving, hard exercise, and healthy eating I have gained 2 kg, this honestly sucks so bad I want to die. Worst night ever not to have blades with me, I guess I’ll have to find something else. Next 5 weeks = even harder work.
WEDNESDAY 13 GIVE AWAY!!!
I’m giving away
- I Walked With A Zombie CD
- Gunfire 76 bandana
- Murderdolls UK tour flyer
- 2 x Murderdolls badges
- W13 sew on patch
All you have to do is…
- REBLOG TO ENTER
- MUST BE A FOLLOWER
- REBLOG AS MANY TIMES AS YOU WANT
- YOU WILL NEED A WORKING ASK BOX SO I CAN CONTACT YOU
The winner will be chosen at random by a third party.
Competition closes on WEDNESDAY 13TH JUNE at 10pm UK time.
YOU HAVE 13 DAYS
WOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!
